Dreaming In Blue.

Almost two years since I wrote a poem. Judge me not, this comes from within crevices in a dysfunctional mind with a disjointed thought process.
=)

Dreaming in Blue, unreal
Disjointed blurs of senseless
Light and unknown sounds
In my head.
Like the ticking
Of a clock I forgot on my
Way down memory lane.


And a grain of sand
Making all the difference
Slipping down the
Hole in an hourglass.
Another moment, another life
Another dream
Lost.


The ticking and the dreams,
Life
Obliterated along the way
To you and
What was yours.
Still is,
With pieces of me clinging on.


I gave me away
In a box
Shaped-like-love
To a key so wrong
For the lock holding it closed.
Regret and wonder where
I went wrong
Because all I see is
Blurs.


As you force your way
Into my heart-shaped-box
And I try
To think of it in biology.
All arteries, veins and ventricles
When it hardly ever works
Because hearts are much,
So much more
Than that.