Friday, June 20, 2008

He will do one of two things,
He will admit to everything,
Or he'll say he's just not the same,
And you'll begin to wonder why you came.
I heard this song when I'd reached the point in my life where all the words made sense and I could relate to them.
Still can, but it's like a memory now, in the past. Buried and forgotten, in the corner where it's out of sight, like the other memories which hurt when you think about them.
And I'm glad about it.
Because back then I'd forgotten how to feel happy, and I felt my soul dying with everything that was said to me. It sickens me sometimes, how it got so bad and I have no one to blame for it. I was the one who allowed it.
You know how there's rainbows and sunshine after a storm?
Yeah, like that.

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